This will be my last comment on xanga.

Xanga has most def. served me well in my high school and ongoing years, but myspace has taken over the community and comments are few and far between here. I know you guys thought I'd be the last person you saw leave xanga and switch, but this is what has to happen. My pals have left and no one seems to care about xanga's existance anymore. I'll always love xanga, but time to move on to new and, in some ways, better things.

Under my breathe: Long live Xanga!

Currently Listening Fireflies By Faith Hill see related

obstacles are put in our
way to see if what we want
is really worth fighting for

Well, it looks as though MySpace has taken over the entire xanga community.
... And I thought you guys were loyal!

For those of you who have not left this is for you:

I'm just sitting here at 3:00 in the morning; just sitting here looking at the screen. I haven't been able to get to sleep tonight or last night. I've been stressing a few final exams coming up for Master's a little too much I think. So... I made some hot chocolate that didn't taste too good. I think I may try to get some sleep again.

Have you guys ever had a secret that your life basically depended on? Man... that's a hard weight to carry.

<3 Yours Truely, Amber

<Courage is not the lack of fear. It is acting in spite of it.- Mark Twain>

I know... I know... it's been ages since I've dropped a line in here, but I promise I've been too busy to do anything lately.
Dillard's is working me like crazy, but I'm hanging in there as best as I can.
I'm finishing up my schooling & I'll be graduating w/my certification for ministry hopefully by the 30th of this month.
On the 31st I'll be a wooping 20!
...And there is going to be a HUGE change here shortly but I can't go into too much detail except that YOURS TRUELY may not be sticking around for long. But all's good in God's perfect timing, right?

Well, you guys... I'm truely sad I've lost contact w/some of you. If you don't mind... forgive me & talk to me again. I do love you guys so much! BE GOOD and...

God Bless!!!

Currently Listening Feels Like Today By Rascal Flatts see related

I was offered an ast. management position at some apartments in Nashville, but after visiting them today I may turn down the position. I really want to stay in the Boro and the farther away from Landon (my nephew) that I get, the worse I'm sure to feel.  I know Nashville is just a few minutes away but there's still something about it that makes me feel a little uneasy. I'll take that as a sign that this is not the move for me. It looks like Jaleah and I will be moving in to some apartments here soon. It's good we tend to get along otherwise this wouldn't be too grand of an idea.

All I've been doing lately is working. Well... working, tanning, sleeping and some other good things. I hate the pressure Dillard's puts on us (associates) to make our quotas. That's the one thing about retail jobs that I HATE with a passion, but I can't complain about the paychecks rolling in.

My baby sister is going to PROM tomorrow. I was talking to one of my friends from high school about how shocked we were that a year ago was OUR prom. Time sure does fly... even when you're not having fun.  

Shoutouts:

Greg, my wish for you is that this life would be all that you wanted it to be when you were my age. Remember the way I used to be. You know I love you and I will never forget the months we spent together. You have been so inspiring to me.

Michael Lanzillo, I wish you could have forgiven me.

Landon, my wish for you is that you would make your life count. My heart belongs to you, baby.

Kyler, although few know about you I'll cherish the sad moments we shared before I had to say goodbye. I hope one day we'll meet. I'll love you for the rest of my life.

Bethany, don't you ever give up. You're my big sis and I love you.

Jaleah, in a few months you'll be "in the real world" and, believe me, it's only what you make it.

God, don't take your eyes off me. I don't want to "make it through" without you.

Well, that studio apt. place fell through.

Who knew working in the men's department at Dillard's could be so boring.

I guess I'm not working at Jason's Deli anymore considered I haven't clocked in there for more than a month. I miss most of the people there and my cool managers who made the long hours more bearable.

Agh... life. So beautiful yet so troublesome at times.